A couple of weeks later, I went to see the anaesthesiologist and signed all the necessary paperwork for surgery. The surgeon who was going to operate me made an echography (third scan) of the liver and took me through the procedure as they planned the operation for the first week of August.
All along, as much as I could, I tried standing in Faith that God had already healed me. Even when the lesions were visible on all the scans, I refused to focus on the physical evidence of the scans and on what the doctors were saying, but I MADE A CHOICE to focus and stand on the promise in God’s Word, although the promise of God was invisible and I couldn’t prove it by any means.
Although God’s promise cannot be seen, that does NOT mean that it does not exist. I knew my healing was real in the spiritual realm, it just wasn’t visible. I knew it existed and was real.
Faith is not thinking that something does not exist but if I believe it or speak it long enough, it will become real. It’s not about faking it till it becomes real.
But Faith is believing that IT IS ALREADY REAL in the spiritual realm (it is reality and already existing in the invisible realm of your spirit) and if I continue believing in it, it will come out and become visible in the physical realm.
God’s promise is not fake, it’s just not visible. It is reality, and if you put your trust in it, it will come out of the spiritual realm and show up in the natural realm. God is a Spirit and He operates in the Spiritual realm. Knowing and understanding this truth is pre-eminent: to believe in the existence of God’s promise in the spiritual realm. As we acknowledge it, our faith becomes effective. It comes out of the spiritual realm and becomes reality in the natural realm, visible to our natural eyes.
Philemon 1:6 tells us: “the sharing of your faith may become effective by the acknowledgment of every good thing which is in you in Christ Jesus”
When we give our life to Christ and become born again, we become alive and receive a new Spirit. Healing comes with it in the same package, it does exist in the Spirit of all born again believers, but it is just not visible to our natural eyes. Like our mobile network waves or radio waves, we can’t see them, but we all know that does not mean they are not there or are not real, right?
For me, knowing this Truth made my believing much easier and I was able to operate and to remain in Faith no matter what the doctors said: I was not trying to create my healing through faith, but I was just believing that it is already there inside of me. Although I don’t see it, I know it does exist and is just here in my spirit. As we remain in this truth, the Spirit of God will bring it out into the body, into the visible realm, and push out that sickness out of our bodies and out of our dwellings.
His light will shine bright and will be seen, and darkness will have to flee.
I also had to deal with some other issues in my mind such as condemnation and guilt, knowing that God had already healed me because of HIS goodness and not because of MY own goodness.
Therefore, condemnation has no grip over us. God has healed us in spite of our actions and deeds and not because of our actions and deeds. My good actions or my bad actions do not determine my righteousness and my healing. Before we look at other people’s imperfections, we have to remind ourselves that we are not perfect either. That is why every single one of us needs Christ. In Him we have Mercy, and not judgement.
We qualify for healing purely and entirely because of His goodwill not because of our goodwill or our good actions. Consequently, our lack of good actions/deeds cannot disqualify us from being healed. It’s simply a gift from God.
I also kept renewing my mind in other truths of the Gospel, knowing that I will not completely understand how and when my healing would manifest in the physical realm but I know that He has already done it. I didn’t need to know how and when it would manifest in my body, but I knew that if I continued doing my part which is to continue believing in this Truth, it will eventually become a visible evidence in my body. Trying to reason it out, to work it out, to understand its mechanics or to have any preconceived ideas is the very thing that limits God.
Unlike us or the doctors, God is not limited by the natural. Nothing is impossible for Him, even when we don’t understand it. Our part is to trust that He knows how and that He loves us enough to do it at the right time for us.
Not trying by moral strivings but by His Spirit Who does in us and for us.
I also understood that I would not understand everything, but I just have to believe Him simply because He said so.
If He said so, then I take it and I receive so, I have so, and I will see so. It is childlike faith. Healing is a gift, we cannot qualify our self for it, and we cannot disqualify our self from it, but we just receive it as a free gift and say thank you. We have to renew our mind about a lot of wrong thinking and align it with the truth in the Gospel of Christ.
I also had a revelation that God’s Word once it is spoken out of His mouth, it has to go out and fulfil whatever it promises. No Word of God is without power or impossible of fulfilment. The Word ITSELF contains the power in it to accomplish what it says. The promise in His Word has got the necessary power IN ITSELF to locate you wherever you are, in whatever state you are, and to heal you. No obstacle whatsoever is strong enough to hold it back, UNLESS you don’t believe this.
So, then, the surgeon booked me for a 4th PET scan of the entire body, for a thorough check up, before the operation.
I continued to rest in Faith every day, as the Word tells us to enter in HIS rest that is available for us today (Hebrews 4), and to rejoice and glorify him.
Without Faith it is impossible to please God, and this is a Spiritual law of God.
The only way to receive from God is through Faith, which means that in order to receive we have to believe in His promise even if we can’t see it (knowing that it is there even if it’s not visible to my natural eyes). Not through any other way such as self-pity, crying to God with our tears, begging and pleading with God or trying to curry His favour by doing good deeds. We can receive ONLY through Faith, it’s a law.
Faith is trusting that He has already done it through Jesus on the Cross and He has already put it in our spirit the moment we became born again, no matter how much contradictory and undeniable evidence is presenting itself to us, no matter what we hear from opinions of people around us such as friends and doctors or even family members, no matter how impossible it looks like, no matter what experts and statistics are telling us, no matter if we cannot understand how…
We don’t have to allow anything in our mind and our heart to get above His promise. It is our responsibility to guard our hearts from the lies of the devil, and to remain in this freedom that Jesus Christ has already purchased for us. If we refuse to go back into bondage by believing something else, and we hold on to the Gospel of Jesus, we will see results. The truth that you know in your heart will set you free.
A couple of months later, I went to see the doctor again for the result of the PET scan (4th scan). As we went in, she looked at the computer and then at us and she said:
I cannot understand or explain why, but no lesions have appeared on this scan, your liver looks perfect and normal.
She said she was going to refer it back to the surgeon for a revision of the case.
We praised and thanked God. The doctor could obviously not understand what had happened but we knew. Doctors make conclusions only from what they see with their natural eyes, they are limited as they don’t have spiritual eyes of Faith.
But we live by Faith and not by sight.
So, Magda and I were praising and worshipping at the hospital, thanking God for what He has done. It’s only our God Who can save like this. He takes us out of the burning flames of fire, without even the smell of smoke, but only with the smell of the fragrance of Christ. Hallelujah! Praise God!
I am praising God, enjoying every day, thanking Him for His goodness and Jesus for the finished works of the cross!!
I obviously don’t deserve it, I qualify ONLY because I believe in Jesus Christ.
He is no respecter of persons, which means that He has already done it for every one of us but we have to respond. Our part is to respond to this Truth by believing it and receiving it, in Christ.
If you haven’t accepted Jesus Christ as your only Lord and Saviour, I suggest you do it today. Open the door of your heart to Him, He will come in and sort out all the mess, but it is YOUR choice to accept Him, or not. He never forces anyone. If you decide to do it, it will be a life changing decision for your life and for the life of your loved ones.
The surgeon asked me to do another echography, which also confirmed no lesions, a healthy liver as it can ever be, thank you Jesus Christ. You are my refuge, my fortress, my God, in You alone I trust. Amen.
The Word of God says in Psalm 118:17 “You will not let them kill me, but I will live to tell the world what the Lord has done for me”.
I hope this testimony will encourage you in the Lord, inspire you to seek Him with all your heart, to trust in His promise that He has already done it for you. Trust in this truth with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. His promise is real, it is right here in the invisible realm of the spirit for you to receive it. If you put your trust in his promise, it will come out of the spiritual realm and show up in the natural realm.
He loves you as you are, He is not condemning us for any mistakes of the past at all, He wants the best for all of us.
ONLY BELIEVE!
If you wish to discuss or ask any questions about my testimony, just message me and I will be happy to share more details with you, if that can help in any way. All praise honour to our Lord Jesus Christ and Glory to our Father in heaven, Amen